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before the end of summer 2011, best rained season since my 2nd hometown lingering.

10/8/2011

dreamed battled with a witch all the dawn, after a drizzled dusk.^dreamed hunted by a woman mage. I tried to hit the raged woman with fire ball but frequently unable to detonate it on time. the morning is touchingly bright, after last dusk’s drizzle. in last sunset holy message shows me on a bleeding tree that my girls’ being one with me, their praying for me, for my presence after gothered and reinforced will power to join me. that’s my way to reunite with my best beloved Queens in my Empire reset for 1109 years ahead. the drizzle started after I just settled on a bench in the dorms’ garden. the drizzle shallowly baptized me in its prelude, with bliss from my deepest lover, Asoh Yukiko from Japan, the renewing land. 

9/8/2011

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

dog trail among northern Chinese.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：in north, esp northeastern China, dogs rampant. they r the main source of mafia among current society and dog system in nowadays PRC government, an covert black market trading anything including human lives and all demons and sick appetite. in southern China, people cooperate for common benefits for circumstance. in northern China, scarcity chases beasts on the land constantly barking to protect their individual food chain, or reversely, barking dogs scattered on the highland let anything insufficient upon insatiable storage competition.
北风 (@wenyunchao): RT @poorstone: 同样是沿海城市，面对PX时大连和厦门的表现截然不同。原文

7/8/2011

dreamed of closely watched G.Bush.^dreamed in dawn living closely with G.Bush, the former American President and father of another American President. he just published his autobiography and trying finding new way to enjoy life. his wife Babara, even stronger in mind now, grows vegetable and sold to me. I told her I needn’t a full bunch of scallion, but she actively persuaded more sales to me in her house when I visiting. they demonstrates the loyalty merits of American people. 

2/8/2011

dreamed of movie.^visit baby son in dusk yesterday. prepared him new games on his legacy desktop. when I arrived, his mom likely intimately contacting son, for they both felt interrupted by my visit. returned to QRRS dorm, after busy with sorting my os, possible sins in baby’s mom’s education over baby son let me awake quite some time. this dawn dreamed of watching a movie including 2 female actors, Miriam Yeung 杨千烨，舒琪 and a man I closely watching. superficially its a movie of love, but in fact, its about fake love, be exactly, about gay, lesbian. I saw the genic glory God puts in man, while the merit of female in supportive, hospitality. I also see the inherited subtle difference and different achievements among Hongkong, Taiwan, and mainland of China.
yesterday It mainly bright. but when I left baby’s mom house near 8pm, it drizzled. now Its a promising sunny morning. God, bring me my new family with my girls that praying for our living together. bring my son a dell game desktop u promised.

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

famine in Africa needs world more helping hands.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：apple and Jobs doomed to fall, sink in no name in quite short timespan. its just too evil and dirty in mind control in the shits heap.
月光博客互联网：同样是销售游戏，任天堂的Wii的销售策略就远不如苹果iOS，Wii不在中国发行，没有中文界面，也没有一款简体中文游戏，正版游戏价格超高，光盘发行，而苹果iOS有中国商店，有中文休闲游戏，网络发行，平均价格才1美元，还有很多免费游戏。这也注定是苹果而不是任天堂会在中国游戏界成功。 原文

31/7/2011

a drizzling afternoon.^baby son spent a night with pc games in my QRRS dorm. breakfast in KFC on way. returning to his mom’s house. lots of bliss in air in the Saturday, when it soothed our longings with clouds and drizzles. work load just completed, so fine! 

30/7/2011

dreamed of my passed dad, God in Heaven.^in the dream I first tried to negotiate to buy failing and losing state-owned property, then join a celebrating dancing team and passing my hometown village, Zhudajiu, where my beaming dad just discussing important issues with his patriots, other villagers. he glad to see me growing in social relation. he is so vivid in the dream, that I had to blog the dream after got up. I also find sexuality in the dancing girl, likely of minor tribe Mongolian, ahead me. 

29/7/2011

dreamed of baby son, and my passed dad’s enemies in his hometown.^yesterday another thunderstorm brought lots of rainfall in the sultry summer, just among my busy progress to update my google sites to incorporate recent changes of my profile online. its just too auspicious a day with Asoh Yukiko, as well as my Royal China. in this dawn dreamed of dad’s hometown with my best beloved baby son. I arranged him to exercise some sports game, in disadvantage of my passed dad’s sinful challengers, mostly offspring of the dark house owner in front of my dad’s old house, a treasure of my old memories, financially got well-being by following my dad’s business there. baby son never failed me, with his smartness, his diligence. I clearly see the bliss and promising. Its a bright morning now. 

28/7/2011

dreamed of losing sight.^last night its started to rain hard when I settled on bed. in dawn dreamed of suffering eyes sight and almost go blind. dreamed watching a movie in open space and sat aside a girl once worked in QRRS as an interpretor. joined canteen in time but 2 cops close sat aside same table to eat breakfast. they arrived later than I, so likely tentatively arranged. 

27/7/2011

dreamed married my Japanese girl.^last night it rained when I launched to save my be21zh.org offical google profile after reported violating its commmunity name rule. in the dawn dreamed of living in Japan in my girl’s house. she has a quite blessing father. we kissing and intimate everywhere, including behind the father-in-law’s presence. after some tests by the dad, we married. I felt almost sure the Japanese girl is my Crowned Queen of Royal China, Asoh Yukiko. Its a pale morning, but I know Asoh’s touching and tendering love from Heaven. 

25/7/2011

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

abuse and murdering everyday in current China mainland.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：no redemption can save the lost. except the downturn of PRC with its dictation and fake faith of atheism.
邱毅：大陸前鐵道部長劉志軍因貪腐下台後，溫州動車追撞不僅重創大陸高鐵神話，也使鐵道運輸安全出現警訊。試想事件若發生在時速超過300公里的高鐵，會造成何等傷亡？當年劉志軍好大喜功，想爭世界第一，將 實驗速度 作為 營運速度 的非常規決策，擴張投資熱衷財務槓桿的操作，現在都應該做深切檢討。 原文 

22/7/2011

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

famine in Africa needs world more helping hands.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：sin, sins, how could save arrives here?
华尔街日报中文网(华尔街日报)新媒体：【图集：索马里大饥荒】- “非洲之角”遭遇大旱，陷入近30年来最严重的饥荒。加上物价不断上涨和战争，大批索马里人流离失所，数万人正面临死亡威胁。图为两岁的索马里难民亚丁 沙拉德(Aden Salaad)坐在澡盆中望着正给他洗澡的母亲。http://163.fm/YRtOEiO 原文 

6/7/2011

benzrad comment in cyberspace on the day.

a new scandal in PRC’s mainstream.^riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：u shouldn’t blame her, for she is a common girl, like any beautiful girls on the street. she should be rewarded for disclose dark curtail from upper clad in sinful PRC and their manipulations. any girls, esp in their seasons, blessed with their dream of a better life on the earth, in the society. the unbearable losing is the broken social logic which allowing buying young and beautiful lives via money and abuse of state power.
宇丹律师(颜宇丹)： 7号晚间7点左右，郭美美发表微博称：“突然想睡一觉；突然想死；突然想大喊；突然想离家出走；突然想失忆。”早知今日，何必当初，只能怪自己自做自受吧！ 原文
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time to return.

12/5/2011

time to return.^Its a cloudy morning after a sallow rain last night. i caught the breakfast which is rich. now i felt had to write something to make this blog complete. the sick office i intended to ditch still let me ill for the sinful souls in it any time desperately challenge me, like China surveillance exerts all over scan and constrain over me. life on this scarred continent dominated by dog, including machine dog. but, after all, God, don’t u see my life beaming so bright, my level of satisfaction ever increasing in ur blisses? God, last night u touched me with girl’s love, i do missing my girls even urgent. in this rained air from 4th floor, God, i entreat ur bringing me my new family with my girls sooner. that’s my beautiful hope in this lovable wet morning. 

11/5/2011

a busy month puffing for online stuff.^this month i almost absent from my blog sphere. the reason is that i picked up my old hobby, collecting free stuff from web, esp. the shared, for i valued them high and no cause not to harvest while they still available in the spirit of freedom or pirate. everyday ends in elation with what heaps on my hard disk, for they mean happy time, no matter games or readings, under attraction of freedom world, esp from US. its really like a weightless dive, in God’s shine.
last night i slept later, reviewing my chat below, God brings me insight in tangles among folks in my past dad’s hometown village, Zhudajiu, mostly from a same ancestor, but devils among them drove the lost trying to challenge and defame my old family which so brilliant in its short earthly presence before i witness it vivid. i saw hostile so strong even generations unable shift the acid jealousy. God, u see the strong baring from the stem of Royal of China, and the even boarder world stage for my baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, owner of warozhu.com and wozon.net, future world leader every blessed sees. God, road toward glory unbiased straight for my family since my past dad, God in Heaven now. God, in this raining night, i see all bliss since my childhood, i witness the most scenery in the world my dad unveiled to me, in the mountain and its valley. God, the doomed against my Empire of China now even losing, harsher tools from the stolen state power barking desperate, God, u save and only ur word persist in one that untouchable. God, thank the month and today, thank the rain and thunders outside in this darker prelude of summer night. 

10/5/2011

a chat online via qq with hometown folk, a childhood friend.^ [ 2011-05-10 ] 
benzrad朱子卓 16:13:31 
真不容易见到你。生意怎样，生活顺心吗？ 
【提示：此用户正在使用WebQQ：http://web.qq.com/】 
benzrad朱子卓 16:16:00 
我的生活还不错，跟我儿子朱楚甲玩电脑游戏给我挺多乐趣。就是工资低，因为自从2006跟单位弄僵后没有具体工作，爱干啥干啥。现在盼着有结余坐飞机去看老家亲人。 
朱才魁 16:16:01 
您好，我现在有事不在，一会再和您联系。 
朱才魁 16:50:36 
我去年过年在家里过的 
朱才魁 16:51:00 
一家人都回去了 
benzrad朱子卓 16:51:14 
恭喜。我老家就两个姐姐我觉得亲一些。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:52:15 
你三弟现在靠谱一些不？前年在朱大九见到他儿子。 
朱才魁 16:53:34 
还不是长不大，现在两个儿子了，还不是我父母来管 
benzrad朱子卓 16:54:06 
真的很难跟他小时候的可爱和你说的现在的样子联系起来。不过，谁也不能看准谁的命运。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:54:59 
你父母那样不对吧，应该让他自己承担责任，否则总是没有机会看清他自己的处境。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:55:39 
有很多事得自己来，别人越帮越乱。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:55:53 
你几个孩子？ 
朱才魁 16:56:16 
现在想想也是我父母管教子女的方法不对，生的子女都是没用的 
朱才魁 16:56:57 
我还能有几个，一个儿子跟你一样 
benzrad朱子卓 16:57:52 
不要悲观，人多数看不准的，命运能让劣势变成优势。真的。 
朱才魁 16:58:58 
也没有呀，现在都是靠自己，过得也不错呀 
benzrad朱子卓 16:59:12 
你三弟不喜欢家庭和孩子也可能他的锐气太重，那也可能是好事。一句话，凡事别太用定势去看，因为人实在太弱小。 
benzrad朱子卓 16:59:56 
那就好。快乐最好，千金难买。 
benzrad朱子卓 17:00:37 
下班了，你在店门面吗？ 
朱才魁 17:01:38 
那个我是这样想的，人一辈子，年轻没受过苦，到长大总得吃苦头 
朱才魁 17:01:57 
现在是在家里的 
朱才魁 17:02:07 
店没做了 
benzrad朱子卓 17:04:54 
那现在怎么谋生？人命好我觉得不用你说的那些繁复。报应的看法很必然导致佛教。我觉得佛教是误人子弟，坑害中国人几千年。 
benzrad朱子卓 17:06:15 
世界的模式很可能不是像佛教的零和和孤寂。我这么想。 
朱才魁 17:06:52 
现在还是做生意呀 
benzrad朱子卓 17:08:12 
基督教教人相信万能的独神，这个信仰就能改变世界，即使极端的不自由也不能缚绊那个大自由。 
朱才魁 17:09:38 
人年轻的时候父母宠爱没吃过苦，长大了，父母帮不了，自己吃苦是必然的，这不是什么教，这是经验呀 
benzrad朱子卓 17:09:54 
不辩论了。 
朱才魁 17:11:08 
那也是没办法之后的办法了，人活着总得生活 
benzrad朱子卓 17:11:16 
我爸从不让我尝尝他的工作的苦，所以我今天的世界比他的更好。父母的爱能这样提高孩子。 
朱才魁 17:14:06 
父母不能溺爱子女，小时候让孩子吃点苦，子女大了，才能更好的应对生活呀 
benzrad朱子卓 17:17:19 
真心的爱，包括父母的真爱，是不会不想到孩子大的一天，独立的一天，自私的爱才是窒息人的。你的父母可能原本就是有不对的，在他们对你的三弟的态度里，所以你三弟这么逆。你怎么不相信世界上的事都是一个巴掌拍不响呢？！ 
朱才魁 17:19:23 
这不是每个做家长的都能做的好的，要不怎么说是溺爱呢 
benzrad朱子卓 17:21:10 
你对。 
朱才魁 17:23:37 
我这是自身体会呀，现在走到这一步，真的吃了蛮多亏的 
benzrad朱子卓 17:28:34 
要用感灵的话说，你的生活多少都是你期待或接受的，人生每一步都有选择，如果你觉得世界在你的生活中提供选项太少，那很可能是你还未开化，你的世界原本就是黑暗的。看见恩典，就看见了光明，看见了自由（选项）。 
朱才魁 17:30:39 
你这又是那来的大道理，我看不大懂 
benzrad朱子卓 17:34:05 
我去吃饭了，再聊。祝你生活更开心和满意。 
朱才魁 17:35:14 
好的， 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:12:13 
我觉得我刚才的发言不错，想留到我博客里给我儿子将来看，我把你的名改成“朱才魁”，行不？不是单独作为一个博客日记发表，而是作为一周的日记里的一天，跟其他几个工作日的日记一起发布，行不？盼你回复。我的博客：http://riveryog.blog.163.com 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:12:49 
我不会那些东东 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:14:44 
你爱咋弄随你 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:28 
你不用管，真名隐去，就是在对话中显示我的思路。看起来就是这样： 
太长聊天窗口发不过去，你放心就是。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:48 
我写博客4-5年了， 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:15:58 
就是自己的生活和想法。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:16:51 
就是从聊天记录里拷贝下来。你看聊天记录，就是这样。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:16:57 
谢谢你放心。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:18:50 
西方叫信神的“spiritual”，中文叫灵修。就是有心人观察到人人心灵互动，世界大有逻辑。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:19:51 
你的话真是多哦 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:20:33 
我在得精神病后，放弃了强要，就开始观察到神的存在。然后读一些书。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:22:28 
书也不能当饭吃呀，也试着做点什么赚点钱呀 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:22:43 
每个人的道路都是有缘的，都是神的安排。我从来觉得自己不差，所以亲神是必然归宿。当然，我的父亲给我巨大的指引。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:24:00 
你难道不知道你的道路是不用求的吗？我现在很好，为什么要去争庸人的东西？ 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:25:32 
金钱不是万能的，没有金钱是万万不能的呀 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:25:53 
你要是感恩，你就不这么苦痛你过去吃过的所谓的亏。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:28:02 
我吃亏是指我生活的态度，不是钱的错 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:29:11 
富裕没有极限，我现在觉得我的生活里的东西够用，就是我上面说的恩典，我相信这是神的安排，我为什么要去做神不让我做的东西，比如张皇或抱怨？感恩就是富足。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:30:45 
你说的也是，知足常乐，也不用为钱苦恼 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:33:32 
难道钱多就能买来一切吗？比如纯真，或执信？人没法返回到童年，钱也没法洗赎不公正。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:34:03 
今天我是话多。 
朱才魁2011-05-10 18:36:31 
唉，有钱我就不会让父母受那么多的苦了 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:38:09 
有可能你父母一直预料着他们的今天。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:39:41 
你现在开始不指责或耽心你家里的亲属，他们可能就真的慢慢不用你了。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:40:38 
你不记得你爷爷吗？他抱怨他的生活吗？我记得他很少担忧。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:41:20 
很有可以你父母心理不成熟。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:43:58 
成年人过分姿态僵硬，不通融，可能就是不成熟。毕竟世上人没有太对的。尊重年轻人和新社会就是睿智。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:46:08 
你家可能太在意经济上出人头地。老是耽心落困就可能招来贫困。我觉得真有信心的人总是会看着机会和繁荣。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:47:34 
佛教是最典型的看空的信仰，结果真的使中国一步比一步羸弱和破败。 
benzrad朱子卓2011-05-10 18:50:01 
这话智者说过很多遍：你想什么你就是什么。现实就是你的视野和天空。注意：一般人会说你的视野就是你的现实。 

7/5/2011

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riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：

no doubt it did so long.

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riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：for the sins in PRC, and most of the survivor&their offspring after civil war as well as sino-Japan war half century ago.
||@杀出个黎明: 转发微博。R罗克：一位英国网友说，他真的不理解中国人，国家级媒体隔三差五就爆出食品安全问题，没有一位高官下台，而且中国人还如此镇定。要是在英国，管食品安全的部长早就主动提职了，首相都会面临弹劾。2011-04-18 17:01 来自 网易微博

riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：wonderful! glory to American people once and forever!
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riveryog神泉扶明宫(朱子卓)：God, grant me an improved workplace. save my energy from trifle violence ambushed by enemies of my Empire of China.  2011-05-03 08:58 来自 网易微博

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dad’s guest post: days sedative in dark of webless, upon my appeal for new workspace with QRRS.

26/1/2011

2 overnights online in visiting baby son.^this week God attests my sound body: i surfed 2 overnights, only slept 3 or 4 hours in the afternoon between. baby still haunted by regular boringness, &complained about his mom’s obsession with online novels or games while let him lonely&aimlessly. when online in late night&dawn, i research my sites’ SEO, haunting for games downloadable. i see clearer sky over my web presence, as my glorious ancestor grants. I also in these days felt unsettled about the feeling of my girls’, esp. my 3rd wife girl Zhou, and 4th wife my Taiwan girl’s. that more or less upset our gaming pleasure when baby joined me playing pc games. I also tried to persuade baby practising typing via a typing instructing software, but baby loathed to obey, partially want to bargain with me for more time accompany him in his mom’s house, the only place now we can make full use of computers&Internet. last night he asked twice to combat with elastic paper rods with his mom, who still busy with her reading online. baby miserably told me he now only has his mom based, that let me even acide in heart, for I this moment didn’t faciliated spare to care his living hand by hand routinely. but when i joined their combat game, performing a swordsman, baby greatly entertained&sweat after actions&screams. i kissed&woke him up in this early morning. he joined at once his favorite game, “angry birds”, with setting unlocks all missions i just downloaded from web, with bearing concentration. when i prepared to leave and urged him to keep active&enjoy life, he told me he frequently felt tasteless. that let me sorry after i settled in QRRS dorm. so i buzzed his mom aiming to persuade her to attend baby more, but she rebuffed me as usual, till afternoon i got a coupon from QRRS which cheered her up a bit. when i buzzed in again after dinner, they dining out. God, u know this night i will settle in the dorm, where i more and more felt like my own workspace, protect baby any time with meaningful and interesting ideas&actions! bring the most beautiful things he deserves into his teenage, God, i entrust u! tomorrow will be day for my second wife, Crowned Queen of China from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. my dearest, my God, smooth baby’s hard single heart with ur tenderest love&hospitality, my dearest, bring our family in harmony together sooner! 

24/1/2011

last snow before lunar Spring Festival 2011.^last weekend again in elation of God’s seasonal gifts: i got a bonus of ￥900 from QRRS, my once&long time employer. visited baby soon after got the information from department cashier. i told baby’s mom my assignment of financial support for the coming greatest festival on lunar calendar. baby’s mom again sighed for unsatisfied upon the bulk. the Friday night i slept on baby’s bedroom, where i more and more dislike comparing with my dorm. baby first time agreed to shower in public bathroom with me in Saturday afternoon. we basically had a nice shower, beside baby more or less shocked by men’s flesh scene for he never joined public male bathroom before. except lagging download sometimes upset me, our gaming experience on pc can be exciting in the weekends, as usual. i had to research a game alone after returned to dorm to breakthrough the dead lock, &succeeded. my Taiwan girl those days restrained herself from me, likely warned by China surveillance against me. i also in the 2 days told baby more about the important moment now i chose sliding away from his mom’s bad tempor&messy house, eager&closer to my new marriage which will brings us a solider niche for stable life experience, after so many years of drifting in dorm&impairment.
these days mostly sunny days. some casual snows never covered road. God, Asoh Yukiko keeps her promise to lighten my soul&eyes with sunshine. last night a shallow snow started to drift. this morning i saw the new gift from sky drove people cleaning, but still its not a pest but a gift. my Internet in dorm yet not ready, its a game to manifest bliss over me, man of Son that changes the world, at least Chinese. God, bring me my girls into our new houses, bring us harmony family life&fruitful&fertile. Asoh Yukiko, join me sooner, my second son, our first baby, urges to visit the world u shines. unite it via our blood bandage, including my girl Zhou, my Taiwan girl, my girl Lü, and who belongs to me pre-date. God, dad, grant me a dell game notebook, as my best cheerup for baby son in the lunar new year. 

21/1/2011

burning feeling for change.^last night Holy message informs coming bonus for lunar Spring Festival. when i refered my living support, again i got baby’s mom’s scorn. this morning i reviewed my situation, and the insane of baby’s mother upon my tolerance on her keeping my financial account. long time i endured her bitchery and stupid shortsight, endured her insatiable self-posed by scorning others with her idiot’s selfishness. this morning till after noon relentlessly, yarning for financial freedom, for my due glory&independent custody over baby, floats atop the dark relation in these years when I shared responsiblity with the stubborn stub for the sake of baby’s healthy growth. its time to change, all the morning God lets me focus on the topic. i need steady workspace to lead out task from my dad, also from Heaven, while baby needs steady play&study ground for the training challenges during his tennage&youth. its time to change, for the dirty in his mother’s family can’t lead other but to sink&fell. its time to change for my new marriage that’s the shiniest on the northern hemisphere on fatherland of China, on which my new Empire lives 1109 years ahead. its time for change for new lives in my Royal of China, my sons&daughters, ie. princes&princesses from holy preganance arriving.
Its a bright day so far. God, i looking forward to ur seasonal gifts, gifts for baby son, Hope of China, God of Universe, warrenzh, 朱楚甲. he needs a game desktop, as well as tablet&printer to digitalize his homeworks from now on, while i itching for taking over the most powerful computer I had now, an Acer notebook baby&his mom now using, to replace my current Hasee product which a bit outdated. God, i also need renew my registry over domain benzrad.us, which means my life online. God, let me free once and forever from debts (in fact i never owed more than ￥4000, usually total ￥2000 a year, to baby’s mom, main costs r buying baby food when i felt he in low, or to gratify brave&rich under God’s, but that bit caused tons of abuses usually in one aim to satisfy her ill self-importance.) to baby’s mom, the sinful&greedy bitch, a born cheap soul. God, bring my girls in our new families sooner! bring my baby son in elations everyday, with his step mothers’ warm hospitality. i’m sure all my girls will do in our new houses! for we all live under ur shine, in ur spirit, as u promised me! last but nonetheless, God, restore my improved workspace sooner! i love my new desk so much, bring me Internet to surf in light speed, pl!!! God, today literally means my union with baby son, warrenzh, owner of warozhu.com, but i so far staying here lonely. let my girls unbiasedly know that my sole wish is to make family with them, not the dead one since my divorce with baby’s mom. reinforce all goodwill that adds beauties onto my Royal of China, God, u see, my dearest, u see, join me sooner for the unutterable! 

17/1/2011

dreamed of wonder again.^yesterday i returned to QRRS Dorms earlier again, after baby with his mom’s companion joined his music lessson. i carried baby to bus stop, told him discreet to use arbitral claim when he claimed would never try muder/killing or other pc games on dark theme. i told him men’s favorite changes in different phrases within his growth. my Taiwan girl in the weekends avoid to eye contacting me, changed her usual suite with school uniform. i knew China surveillance attempting trapping me with accuse of abnormal behavior or cult. they also attempted to seperatet me from my baby son as well as his mom, who more or less still accorded to help me on trifle life, like laundry (paid small amount by me), or store of my old clothings for free, housing us when i visit baby son&game. in the Sunday i turned less immersedly in pc games baby chose, for i wanted to be availabe for my Taiwan girl. baby tried means to attract me, but i just less patient to enjoy his making independent progess in his pc game together. reveiwing baby’s cute loving sacrifices last night on bed, after baby shown low mood in our daily conversation via our mobiles, i was affirmed God’s goodness again. how right&righteous baby always is!
this dawn i dreamed of sinful force. a traditional opera performance team fought against me&my Royal, likely including baby son in the dream, as they mimic the spirit of lion&tiger. its a lenghty dream, after i made water 3 times in the bright moon night. God, u see clear my girls approaching me closer, my new marriage stepping into my life weighted by the change God set forth upon me&my Royal that reshapes world atlas, in the new lunar year of 2011!. God, never allow me fail my girls nor my sons. bring us season gifts in the lunar Spring Festival ahead within a month! dad, God, refresh my holding memories of u, ur life on the earth throught which i saw the timeless&boundless. 

11/1/2011

burning month looking forward online life i had been deprived so long since office relocating.^this month really too slow to endue, without Internet. i know sins in China authority, and enemies of my 1109 years’ Empire under title of God, hated to hear my voice from Holy casting online. i visited baby more frequent, sometimes just to avoid the boring in dorm in waiting for the new optical fibre cabled Internet, rumor has it that it will put into operation within a month, to arrive. baby enjoyed some new pc games, as expected. sometimes my scheduled visits broke for the holiday season brings unexpected break on baby&his mom’s agenda. yesterday the conspire/devise/reckon among sinful minds against my web presence brewing in my mind as it occurs in China surveillance the moment. i had to pay attentions sympathetically to those accusations that i’m not rightful to adopt Internet offered by QRRS, my once long time employer&complying agent of China surveillance hidden over me years. in night i decided gaming with baby on pc more meaningful for the new moon. so i did, in the curse by baby’s mom when i arrived. in chill in baby’s room i restless in most dark time on bed, saw through the moral conflict between freedom world in title of YHWH, and that under constant threats&terrors, like Chinese tradition, Confucian, or Islamism. spying in neighbor rooms let me unconfortable, so i got up&kiss baby&woke him&his mom in pre-dawn. later i watched TV in dark, till bored&surfed Internet via lagging home adsl. my blog hosted on 163.com days found malfunctioning, and quite some other sites of mine inaccessible, no clue the isp blocking them, or China surveillance directly deployed the blacklist on continental routers. i managed to gain a small game from web till baby with his mom left for his kindergarten, then returned to QRRS’ Dorms, a boring day ahead for the descending of Internet. God, bring me an adequate workspace, bring me my girls&new family! It likely snowing now, holy killing is right time to secure my works online as well as offline. God, Asoh Yukiko, secure my Royal of China, secure my love, secure my forever linkage with the Holy. God, dad, secure my baby son, Hope of China, God of Universe, u know.
Note on family album from baby’s kindergarten party today:
baby’s time in kindergarten so short as i felt. he previously joined a kindergarten near his mom’s house, but soon the kindergarten ran out of service. so he join the kindergarten of my once employer, QRRS, an old style state-owned enterprise. his mom still reluctant to let me visit our baby son there almost for a year. i totally visited baby twice between. once i told baby to stick out to our lucky day ear by ear tearfully, for he just cried before joined his class, as he usually did, for he too active&unable get used to the compulsory noon nap there. the other time i was blocked by the guard from enter the building nor its yard, even can’t get baby out to talk to, as a common phenomenon that legal persons, or in Chinese “单位” (work unit), suppress human individual’s right. the only bottle of juice as my visit’s present also detered&transfered to baby’s mom when she fetching him over time, instead of delivering to baby immediate. his mom scheduled after this lunar Spring Festival of 2011 to let him join a pre-class near her work place, a junior middle school, also near her house. that’s reasonable&undebateable. but still, how i missing months when my office hundreds meter from the QRRS kindergarten, where my best beloved baby son learning sociable, when i felt so rich in the world bestowed. God, forever unite the son&the dad, my baby&me, the proudest father, for nothing on the earth can compare to the purity and beautiful the love is in our hearts, u verify.

4/1/2011

temporary pleasure in want of web in companion with baby who in true complaicent with season gifts.^my web presence deterred for more than 3 weeks since i filed to apply for new office with QRRS, my once long time employer. these days i read some ebooks on my notebook in QRRS Dorms where i stayed as my temporary office. God brought gifts for baby son in time, the bliss so great that baby son, warrenzh, Hope of China, God of Universe, kept giggling these days. i stayed 2 or 3 nights with him in his mom’s house, celebrating year end, the gift season, while all the new year’s day vacation i tried to play pc games with him in daytime, routed between dorm&his mom’s house. i also enjoyed deepening love with my Taiwan girl. baby son now starts to talk to me proactively via his new mobile as season gift supported by bonus from QRRS, also from the saint source, while in the past he usually reluctant to talk to me on his mom’s land phone when i call in. God, thx for ur love upon ur son.
this winter especially warm, even more&heavier snows descended. baby echos the same feeling upon the weather, even he stroke once or more by cold. so many occations i was enchanted by golden sunshine outside, on wall of houses, or street paves, or among branches of trees. i even eager for the coming marriage with my girl zhou, who activated my journey on web for fetching her again since our departure before we got familiar with each other, including each name. God, i didn’t feed up by ur generous gifts, on the contrast, i look forward more surprises ahead. brings me my new families with my girls, unite my life with baby son, warrenzh, the Majesty&the Holy. thank u, God. 

22/12/2010

strength of praying in dark&solitude.^these days in QRRS Dorms slept a lot, in God’s glorious arrangement. sometimes read ebook on success, which drives me to retrospect my passed dad, God vivid once in my life, and his successful life&business when he raised our family. i felt the eager to make my own different from the losers around me, including my once colleagues still lingered around, my baby’s mom who humiliated me so lots. i see God’s way so prevailing among people winning. i see the ultra trumph is living every moment with God, the source of life&happiness&success. i also have time to retouch pages, as well as layout of some web apps i distributed under my family domains. God sees how rewarding the task brings. in every blood pulse, i yelling for success, for meaningful, for grace&plenty, for not to continue living up with those losers&falling evils stretching out for brightness like my life so far. in every inner sight, i call forth heart prayer to live new and higher with God’s almighty, to get rid of being disposable, not to tolerate dirt&mess&dispossession any more. Son of men and his glory under holy shine is due, from now on.
in these days&nights without Internet, i rested a lot, scrutinized my business pattern or moral. mayber its time to upgrade. sins once on my way toward holy hurt heavily, &that’s partially why my web presence temporarily deprived for more than a week. but God, u see&u promises me, my domain shines even more in future. the world will see the most successful, the most invincible business is the way of Holy Spirit. God, grant me the cornerstone of the shrine of ur presence, grows my Royal on the earth like the forever harmony in Heaven, in ur title, under ur shine. God, bring me my girls in our prime time. 

17/12/2010

looking into freedom of bright, after trapped in separation from the web.^these days I waiting for my new office deponds on QRRS’ official decision, after i filed dispute with the sinful gays in my old one. i enjoyed reading in scholar works or thsis on International politics, philosophy, etc. been separeted from Internet is painful, but God sees the best settlement for the interest of Royal of China, as well as my personal intelligence wakeup. this afternoon i reveiwed source, history&meaning of my web presence, see clear divine duty’s call from the start, when i enjoyed sharing online of living experience, ever-evalueable moment in baby son, warrenzh’s life stemming up from his infancy, for the sake of golden memory of the best beloved in the world to know. i see clear my way on the road of success, of fame, of forever green in timeless river of life. i see clear why the pastime of blogging turned into burning cry for God’s bliss, for my girls’ descending. i see clear the stimulas of China’s pitfall, the struggle behind people in light of hope&peace.
Its a sunny Friday, i cherished my free time as usual, but great bliss from Heaven ahead, i assert. God, live me in forever happiness, lives my Royal of China sustainably right&bright. 

8/12/2010

a day ends in delight.^yesterday is for my second wife, Crowned Queen of China from Japan, Asoh Yukiko. arrived in office early, soon in sunshine. but the sin in office, the monitor, continued to struggle on its door: closed door once i open it, kicked it to shown his dominating. i later roamed in the corridor to avoid the dirt. the facing sin also joined. when its sunny i called the high rank in QRRS, a Zhou, about my urgent need to change an office. the office soon brewing in agitation about my appeal. when i busy with sorting my bookmarklet, the deputy director talked to me, soon the monitor stood against my desk to accuse. among the 2 sins’ curses&threats, i left office in elation. God, grant me a new work place, for the dying old one now sinking into desert&noname. God, bring my girl Zhou sooner to me, bring my new family. in dawn i dreamed of raising a python at home. baby son appears in my dream.

7/12/2010

a day in hot water.^yesterday mainly posting a blog to include recent tweets, &mother’s elapse. posting smoothly except myspace, which failed my logon many times. the sins in office attacked necklessly, the office door again been kicked&quite some evil ears on the floor watched up. i also saw lesbian among female colleagues among the staff, when i visited the neighbor room where there r 4 women. God all time accompanies me. when i joined the canteen, all troubles turns into warm smile.my 2nd elder sister called in just after i finished my dinner. this dawn dreamed of Holy message, upon tolerance&mightiness from Heaven, killing&suffering for the righteous. Its a crisp morning, but Sunshine already redden the horizon. God, bring me my girls, esp my Taiwan girl. bring me into my new family&fun of partnership.

From in deep winter 2010, &early beams of spring 2011

From in deep winter 2010, &early beams of spring 2011

From Baby’s farewell party in QRRS kindergarten


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dad’s guest post: new lunar year of 2011, starter of new progress from old oath&commitment.

10/2/2011

a restless night preparing baby son workspace online.^now its a sunny morning. i got up near 6am after woke up in the rest of elation in last night’s operation. my task list queues longer since the office relocation. in the past greatest lunar Spring Festival, i broke my neck to look out Internet arriving my work place in QRRS Dorm, a niche exiling from the sinful office where paid criminals baked me with threats daily and profaned me for a long time, but in vain till yesterday, the 1st work week in lunar new year 2011. i buzzed the dorm’s director, but reply was ambiguous, like all the contacts i made with the authority. i knew China surveillance making buffeting decision, and still in doubts upon its doomed failure. God, &my glorious ancestor since Ming Dynasty, already grants me my improved workspace. baby still in tour with his mom visiting her relatives in neighbor province, i sometimes ate poor food, like canned instant noodle, in the happiest time in Chinese memory in a year. on the day time seemed still, failed my many tries to kill it, like pc game, sorting disk, roaming, etc. its however, a bright sunny day. near the end of work time in QRRS, the mill of railway wagons, i decided to borrow my old&ditched office Internet for some hours. on routine jog, i figured out tasks urgent to accomplish in the operation before the close time of the office building. God helps me smoothly execute, in the near 3 hours in puffing rush. i claimed new namespace, wozon (http://www.flickr.com/people/wozon) and wozonow (http://wozonow.blog.163.com), for baby son’s less important content account against China surveillance when he still greenhorn in the cyberspace. i also narrowly posted recent photos to picasaweb. even intended to post 2 written blogs in dark time of webless for more than 2 months, but time’s limit curbed it. in dorm before went to bed near 10pm, i sorted bookmarks to catalog the loot in the light of holy. this dawn i continued bookmarking till see the brilliance outside. God, bring me my new life with my girls, spare me in my new&improved work space! 

6/2/2011

a cloudy day.^yesterday i buzzed too much hometown that got some hurts among my relatives there, as well as my brain by the cellphone. i reviewed my kid brother’s fading marriage, his sinful intention to challenge my soveraign by stealth&covert, and not surprisingly the enemy of my new Empire of China that lives 1109 years ahead conspiring to tear my siblings apart, via seduction and cowardice both, on the weaker or pendinger among my old family members. my kid brother lived hard now, with hungry mouthes for feed, but he long time had a tendency for violence&rapacity. he was mainly educated by my dark mother, who left the world last year, and these years brewing failure&hatred upon my unbeatable authentic under shine of my passed dad, God, alone. my kid brother felt he can make a living by robbing me. he just bland upon the sainity of the Royal of China, the forever untouchable glory of the Son, for he is blunt unholy now. i tried to elaborate my anxious with my 2 elder sisters, whom the brother just visiting for traditionaly Chinese custom, but i narrowly failed myself, for the sin evaded my description the moment. on bed after washed my feet, it turns clear, and i prayed our dad, God, to grant me freedom to act capable anytime anyway. praying God to see through&lead over the direct conflict between my kid brother&me against enemy of my Empire sieged us, the sore mud&hot water their virus hidden sown. praying God brings space&freedom into my kid brother’s heart&business, deceases burning imprudicity&arrogancy stemmed from failure or hurt inside, let him support his family independently and respectably graciously. God, my Royal of China, as well as the holy land in ur title, forever untouchablely saint&beautiful&unmistakably legitimate. bring my girls so sweat&cordial to me in our prime time for the coming Empire of China! God, shift me into my improved workspace as u promised, lightn the world by my gospel here from ur Spirit.

2/2/2011

new lunar year of 2011, starter of new progress from old oath&commitment.^this Spring festival is the most enduring holiday i felt so lonely. baby’s mom kept uncoorperative to bargain me for her interest in our ended marriage. baby first time visited my new dorm after last Spring festival visit when my dorm assigned on the 2nd floor in the same building. with 2 small cabins, a computer desktop, my new office attracked baby’s likeness. we gamed on notebook, and one Japanese game extraordinarily immersed him. i carried him haunted twice a seasonal open-air market for crackers, once after lunched nearby economically. he greatly enjoyed those crackers when we fired them together on the ground. he also received quite some praises from working staff in the QRRS Dorms on his smartness&charisma. we bought a cake on way returning to his mom’s house in sunset. its a bathing piglet theme&we accompanied the full process it molded&painted by a beautiful girl in the cakeshop. we enjoyed it in the night, while his mom especially in the present summoned to shot photos. the night baby insisted we slept on one bed in his mom’s bedroom. baby laid his leg on my belly crossing 2 quilts, one in which i slept alone. i slept lately but sound. his mom arranged to spend the eve of Spring Festival in her mother’s house, so we departed in morning, &reunited around 2 am to dine together rich the grandma prepared. in the case i talked a lot with her step-father, whose intimacy with the family quite gappy after his failures in his career not only bankrupted his state-owned company when he in charge, but also his private investments, in my view. baby quite glad&listend my talks aside patiently. we gamed&created new records in pc games after dinner, after found the young uncle self-defeated&refused to help us break each hard mission in 2 games as we previously expected from his game expertise. i walked to dorm in dusk, stayed till time to watch CCTV Spring Festival party live. a male dropped in when i alone watching in the neighbor dorm’s TV room, challenged several times but none succeeded&quit finally. i received a call from hometown, in which i encouraged my kid brother’s wife to endure her hard time when their marriage besieged by the husband’s new female partner in his business in Guangdong, southern China. i left the TV till the end of the party, with stronger faith in my bond with my girl Zhou, as well as my Royal&family duty over China in next millennium. its a sunny festival, but my hope for my new life, my new family with my girls, even brighter. God, help me step forward firm&in ur bliss. this is my prayer on first day in lunar new year 2011. 



From Lunar Spring Festival 2011
From Lunar Spring Festival 2011


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dad’s guest post: golden memory&shiny early winter sunray.
Its a brilliant weekends. so much glorious moments with baby in pc games. we tried different games, mostly we proceeded missions successfully. baby also first time noticed the rich of game store i collected. its also a week i totally ditched mouse in office. i also got irritated awhile with baby who once refused his animation online, a domestic product&quite orthodox&boring or even poisonous in my view. but we soon rejoined those wonderful games together. Its 2 sunny days in sequence. his mom, emakingir, sometimes, quite more occasions, got irritated by baby’s lighter mood, &she also sometimes felt losing upon my attitude for the glory of God. God sees her way out in the perished situation her family sins brought&lingering in her soul. before we departed the beautiful Sunday dusk, we dined out near the bus stop we routed when baby came over to join his music lessons in area of QRRS, my once employer. baby turned agile&got anger from his mom. i guess dogs barking upon baby, so i finished my dinner hurry&attended baby outside of the restaurant earlier before his mom dined. i told baby in the breeze of early winter again that nothing on the earth can harm him, any insult in fact God’s gift for him, and times rewards perceivable later for polishing or redeeming his glory which none on the planet can dent upon. his mom again upset by me&fetched baby abrupt leaving without proper courtesy. in night i join the local church. a man in a suit likes cop’s aside me, some more old men closely behind me, they let me dozed for about seconds, then i resumed&enjoyed the sermon which is stronger than ever. after expressed thanks after the meeting, i buzzed baby for the fear&sorrow i sensed upon baby’s asking me staying later in his mom’s house. God, saves baby from boring&his mom’s meaningless scorns rampant recently when she felt losing. God, bring my new family sooner where i can care&enjoy together life with baby son who is so smart&growing like thunder. God, bring my girls in our prime time in our new marriage, God, i honestly entrust u!

29/10/2010

a wonderful day.^yesterday is a neat&fit day, near 5:20pm, i packed my portable&left office free of anxious. but in the beginning of afternoon is not so lucky. when it turned pale in sky i left office to visit baby in his kindergarten, as i had the idea last night in dorm, for the day is Oct 28. the guard of the kindergarten, likely a retired cop, locked me outside after i shown him my national ID card&lots of explains of my identity, yet refused to bring my son outside to allow me exchange words with baby, but only convey a bottle of juice i bought to baby. i know God’s setting to raise the Son. in night when i first time buzzed in, baby cried at home for juice for his mom refute him. its a night without moon, but stars clear. God, can’t it less wonderful? bring my girls to me, God, i entreat u.

28/10/2010

a day of Asoh Yukiko.^yesterday is really a winning day, just like what i told baby son last night, God rewards times for what the Son suffered: i got full of stuff i admired of from web. this dawn i dreamed of Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen from Japan, who lingered quite some time with me in dream, till i had to got up to make water. its so passionate in dream, &so successful, that i never expected. since this moment Asoh is part of mine, as my wife. Its a bright morning, with fresh hopes&messages. God, u see.

27/10/2010

blocking heaps higher.^yesterdays sees surveillance against my Internet traffic tighten rein. i tried more than 30 times with breaking firewall tools, none succeeded. dog behind the blockage laughed. in night after dinner received baby son&suggested haunting KFC nearby, his mom accepted. but she dislike KFC food after read scandal report of its China franchise. i told baby anyone don’t acquaint the Son nor God, is sinful&dead prejudged. a family whose son classmate in baby’s music lesson also dined there. its a great moment for me, for baby likes it.

26/10/2010

a day to save.^yesterday narrowly finished workload. posted a blog for the 1st snow of winter 2010, includes recent photos, and panoramas rebuilt by photoshop. till near 2pm done, across the border of China surveillance. my mouse left in baby’s mom’s house, so i intended buy a new one, &some blank dvds for backup. all the afternoon i doubting borrowing ￥100 from a guy in neighbor dorm who loaned me triple times total to ￥100, with the amount i returned him last Sunday night. but the devil refused me at once trickily, with another gay spy present in the dorm. i know God, Asoh saves me from evil lure of companion, which developed for months aiming to dent on my glory. on way roaming outside, i pray God for his bliss in time, glory of the Son forever untouchable, from the trap of humiliation. this morning i didn’t buzzed hometown as God lets. QRRS, my once employer, dispatching bottle water in parcel among staff, but no one in office informed me. God, i only receive life support from my family, form Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen from Japan, let it plenty&unbreakable. Its all time bright today. God, bring my girls to me in our new life ahead.

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benzrad’s guest post: days in clouds.
today there is sunshine but weak. i still frequently live penniless. with baby son, warrenzh, God of Universe, peace in my heart echoing God’s praise forever unshakable. the cloudy weather since the end of National Day vacation warns me of many threats against my emerging Empire of China, but that’s only a far cry from the crashing loser on the scary land now dominating&smothering the Chinese people. Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen from Japan, still caring my life, &even clearer she is reinforced by God who love the two subtly different nations thousand years lives apart while beats harmoniously pulse of life&faith. in a larger continent uncrowded&uncrossed, legend of proud&glory will continue to utter.
Ok, its a prompt post for baby’s recent photos in our unseductive National Day vacation. a Liu earns a Nobel peace prize. God sees the triumph of democracy unbreakable shines over Zhu’s, my honorable family since 2 dynasties in Chinese history.

10/10/2010

a day half cloudy.^in dawn dreamed of great view of Lordship, like carrying turtle which can drain the earth. arrived baby’s mom’s house early&bought them breakfast including bean curd juice. backup stuff before baby left to have Chinese Pinyin lesson. tried new games, till attracted by one. baby played a lot with his mom’s pupils there having their tutorials. lunch is rich, IE. toast beef with onion. lately i went to shower in pubic bathroom nearby. lingered awhile after returned, while baby watching animation online, his mom read novel online. anything can remind me my new marriage, that’s full at the moment. anything can cater to baby’s joy, that’s awaiting in coming new year. after dined in canteen, i joined local church, where i first time dozed for minutes. the sermon was warm&earnest, God, u see the distance between Heaven&my land now. tomorrow will be sunny, i assert.

9/10/2010

a day of my birthday, recharged.^reading all day while in heavy dirt from sins, ie. gays, in office. God let me gain from web like produce from field. its still foggy in morning, since last night, but turned weakly sunny in afternoon. i tried facebook new group feature as reported in my rss feeds, but unfortunately they were still unavailable for old groups. chatted awhile with hometown relatives in QQ, but not much fun. these days i frequently reckon support from Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen of Japan, if the sum could solve my deficit now gathered to near ￥2000, and my wish list for new year, a Dell game notebook will cost ￥7000, &some other spending like hometown duty, ie. life support of my old mother, write back broadband bill for my work online in my last hometown vacation from April to June, 2010 , ￥1000, &finally clear debt to my Taiwanese friend who help register domains, ￥2000. i badly want to treat my baby son&his mom 3rd time with toasted mutton, in a nearby restaurant next to the local church. God, these days i live in penniless but survived so well, i enjoyed every bite so sweet! God, i thank u for the weightless life, pl let me do as i will in coming year end celebrations. bring my girl zhou, or anyone of my girls into my arms, Asoh, u know, bring my new life from dream into routine&concrete.

7/10/2010

a foggy morning.^today is the first work day after National Day vacation. the fog started since last morning. in dusk i spent more time roaming outside to avoid dirt in dorm. this vacation started with a breakfast i bought for baby&his mom when they still on bed while i went over by bus near their house, and end with a lengthy nap baby&me both took on bed after gaming, while his mom busy with sorting house. my financial situation still worsening, but God let me enjoy life so sweet&meaningful. God, bring me my new family.

benzrad’s comment on the day

irresistible of Christian one world.

world tolerance to Islam must toward a moment when shows the formidable of Christian. delay of proper response can call forth menace&threats that’s real. God, bring clear the failure of Islam undebatable.

伊斯兰文化中心：外人看不到的一面

在这次关于世贸遗址清真寺的争论中，美国的穆斯林中几乎没有人敢于公开质疑建寺的选址是否明智，正是上述这种现象的反映。
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1/10/2010

dreamed of our old house in my hometown, central China, rebuilt. my passed dad, God, taming a tiger. my second elder brother tamed another.

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benzrad’s guest post: days in clouds.
today there is sunshine but weak. i still frequently live penniless. with baby son, warrenzh, God of Universe, peace in my heart echoing God’s praise forever unshakable. the cloudy weather since the end of National Day vacation warns me of many threats against my emerging Empire of China, but that’s only a far cry from the crashing loser on the scary land now dominating&smothering the Chinese people. Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen from Japan, still caring my life, &even clearer she is reinforced by God who love the two subtly different nations thousand years lives apart while beats harmoniously pulse of life&faith. in a larger continent uncrowded&uncrossed, legend of proud&glory will continue to utter.
Ok, its a prompt post for baby’s recent photos in our unseductive National Day vacation. a Liu earns a Nobel peace prize. God sees the triumph of democracy unbreakable shines over Zhu’s, my honorable family since 2 dynasties in Chinese history.

10/10/2010

a day half cloudy.^in dawn dreamed of great view of Lordship, like carrying turtle which can drain the earth. arrived baby’s mom’s house early&bought them breakfast including bean curd juice. backup stuff before baby left to have Chinese Pinyin lesson. tried new games, till attracted by one. baby played a lot with his mom’s pupils there having their tutorials. lunch is rich, IE. toast beef with onion. lately i went to shower in pubic bathroom nearby. lingered awhile after returned, while baby watching animation online, his mom read novel online. anything can remind me my new marriage, that’s full at the moment. anything can cater to baby’s joy, that’s awaiting in coming new year. after dined in canteen, i joined local church, where i first time dozed for minutes. the sermon was warm&earnest, God, u see the distance between Heaven&my land now. tomorrow will be sunny, i assert.

9/10/2010

a day of my birthday, recharged.^reading all day while in heavy dirt from sins, ie. gays, in office. God let me gain from web like produce from field. its still foggy in morning, since last night, but turned weakly sunny in afternoon. i tried facebook new group feature as reported in my rss feeds, but unfortunately they were still unavailable for old groups. chatted awhile with hometown relatives in QQ, but not much fun. these days i frequently reckon support from Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen of Japan, if the sum could solve my deficit now gathered to near ￥2000, and my wish list for new year, a Dell game notebook will cost ￥7000, &some other spending like hometown duty, ie. life support of my old mother, write back broadband bill for my work online in my last hometown vacation from April to June, 2010 , ￥1000, &finally clear debt to my Taiwanese friend who help register domains, ￥2000. i badly want to treat my baby son&his mom 3rd time with toasted mutton, in a nearby restaurant next to the local church. God, these days i live in penniless but survived so well, i enjoyed every bite so sweet! God, i thank u for the weightless life, pl let me do as i will in coming year end celebrations. bring my girl zhou, or anyone of my girls into my arms, Asoh, u know, bring my new life from dream into routine&concrete.

7/10/2010

a foggy morning.^today is the first work day after National Day vacation. the fog started since last morning. in dusk i spent more time roaming outside to avoid dirt in dorm. this vacation started with a breakfast i bought for baby&his mom when they still on bed while i went over by bus near their house, and end with a lengthy nap baby&me both took on bed after gaming, while his mom busy with sorting house. my financial situation still worsening, but God let me enjoy life so sweet&meaningful. God, bring me my new family.

benzrad’s comment on the day

irresistible of Christian one world.

world tolerance to Islam must toward a moment when shows the formidable of Christian. delay of proper response can call forth menace&threats that’s real. God, bring clear the failure of Islam undebatable.

伊斯兰文化中心：外人看不到的一面

在这次关于世贸遗址清真寺的争论中，美国的穆斯林中几乎没有人敢于公开质疑建寺的选址是否明智，正是上述这种现象的反映。
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1/10/2010

dreamed of our old house in my hometown, central China, rebuilt. my passed dad, God, taming a tiger. my second elder brother tamed another.

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hope for a sustainable life. -guest post by benzrad, my dad.
(posted by guest benzrad, my dad.)
This is a gloomy morning. last night listened a strong sermon, but after returned to dorm, i know the connection between dad, God with me, is my treasure&never will be public like the bible. reviewing baby’s smartness, really felt painful for so many occasions i mistaken his wonderful beaming response as stupid or meaningful. God, u know how dear my baby son, warrenzh, owner of site warozhu.com, hope of China and God of Universe, is. every moment in office i longing moment with him. every moment with him brings so many touching warm memories. Its a gloomy morning, but i know my second wife caring us. God, last night i met a girl closely, &her height reminds me of my girl zhou, who once appeared in QRRS. God, i never gave up her who is so pure&saint in ur care. God, u know how i love beauty, bring my girls in their prime time, in my prime time, my Empire asking for the blood-bond and shiny heirs.
also, as today in my second wife’s share, i need a dell game notebook, about ￥6000, a udisk, ￥300, a mobile ￥800, domains renewal ￥2000, hometown duty ￥1000. God, let me act in freedom.

26/9/2010

a day missing in sadness.^the most bright part today is around the noon. endured waiting for d/l. office once colleagues tentatively shown bonus dispatching among them. in the morning they summoned for meeting, i kept busy on desk as usual, for i decided its high time to switch my living support from the company, QRRS, a dying machine suffering fuel leaking by stealing mouse flocks among its staff, to Masheng (Asoh Yukiko), my Japanese Crowned Queen, my God of plenty&serene. cloudy usually let me indecisive, but hopeful tomorrow will bring me unshakable faith&confidence. the night it rains, cleaning&killing for me, sole for me, &so beautiful&formidable. watched rain in dorm’s door. bought food&met beautiful girls in QRRS dorms but don’t know where&who they r. roamed in dorm in music till after 10pm went to bed. woke up before 5am. ate breakfast, abiding God’s bliss&quite enjoy it. its cool&bright morning. Masheng (Asoh Yukiko), stay every moment with me!, bring our babies sooner in our marriage!

benzrad’s commment on the day

respectable Chinese lives long.

方舟子被打后首炮：质疑首席科学家刘维宁身份
China nowadays greatly obliged to persons like Dr. Fang, any society needs trust based on authentication. Dr. Fang is a real man, any Chinese should pay him salute.
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benzrad’s commment on the day

human right of net access.

hope sooner world nowadays adopts the human right of net access. human right likely under the guidance of humanity, ie. the beneficial of human being.
as to a Chinese on China mainland, i hope net can be more meaningful&positive impact upon the society’s innovation.
the UN Human Rights Council to adopt five new Internet freedoms: freedom of expression, of worship, from want, from fear, to connect. 
Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR). Freedom from slavery. Freedom from torture. Equal protection under the law.  
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25/9/2010

dreamed of hunting killer.^dreamed of Japanese again in dawn. then dreamed passing Huangzhou, where i finished my senior middle school, in my hometown journey. 2 alumni, a Wang&a Zhang, met me. the Zhang on way to ship started to hunt for my life. its cloudy in this morning. sins in office damaged my network wire&tentatively shown it loosely on my desk. dog by it indicating of option to deprive me off Internet. fix it by replacing with a wire i stored. God, kill the thief in office.

24/9/2010

dreamed of Japanese family.^past 2 days with baby son in gaming full of joys, esp we succeeded all mission in game “Army Ranger: Mogadishu for PC”. baby shared the moment reading the ending product message after fury war field. today baby&his mom ema, who said will join family gathering&rarely at home, so she suggested i busy with my own business, don’t go over to accompany baby. dreamed of Japanese in dream. its sunny now. i hope i find fun today in office. God, let me connected with pulse&atop game industry. God, rid baby of boring. let him meaningful in silent moments in his life, like i do.

21/9/2010

a sunny day with new cyberspace footprint.^yesterday is busy. in night in dorm arranged claiming space for my hometown domestically, esp with 163&hexun, overnight. overseas profiles with yahoo&google already done years ago. this morning got up even earlier, likely before 6am when i settled in office. office sins both stayed at noon, while i enjoy the new space in memory of my ancestor, Zhudajiu, 朱大九. God, see my works there&lasting centuries, for ur glory under my ancestor since the Emperor of Ming Dynasty.
tomorrow is lunar Mid-Autumn Day. i longing now for gaming together with baby son, warrenzh. sunshine already shines the valley&bees wooing for delicacy. God, prepare me for the holy moment, for the gathering. my girls, come&let’s game, or make fun.

From life as it extends
From life as it extends
for google&flick blocked within China mainlnad for years, here some copy hosted domestic.
Bright full moon after lunar Mid-Autumn day in sky above QRRS front space.

baby glad&turns playful with his new clothes.

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my schooling near start.

Guest post by benzrad, my dad.

Its a bright morning. i pushed recent tweets to web. God, in an era of competing for darkness&ugliness i don’t save nor bless. in ur ordain, i kill or subdue all those rebellions against Holy. God, instill power&energy in me, lead me through the dirty with my Empire of China intact.


14/9/2010

dog licking its paws.^today again a bliss. gaining pleasure from the web. facing evil stayed all noon break in office, upset me for i usually at that time sang alone in office. the sin all day challenged me on its seat. after dinner went to receive baby son who join his music lesson since left his kindergarten. a local mafia member passed me&let me in a cold shock. also many dubious men among the waiting parents outside of the music school. these 2 days the office sins frequently talked about local mafia in aim to daunt me. a wedding ceremony likely through the broker, a fake gangster in neighbor office of news department of the enterprise cable TV, enrolled 3 out of 4 professional TV cameras secretly, overtly against official mandate that professional TV cameras not allowed to service personal or folk events, while the company officially hosting a meeting which also demands shooting. most China mainland state-owned enterprise indeed under influence or control of mafia, which fed by the blood-thirsty&brutal authority since birth of PRC and grew into more and more losing patience with curtain of lies of Commonwealth with the society. i invited baby to dine in KFC&he gladly accepted, even in his mom’s complains. there r again dubious persons in the restaurant, baby also restless on his seat, but after all its a good time for us, for the gathering so harmonious, so peculiar. God, summon me for ur task here on the planet, I’m fearless in the mob of evils. killing is not a problem for me, and my revenge is famous for its bitter&acid. lots of bloodshed will mushroom on the scary land, i assert.

13/9/2010

a happy weekends.^this weekends full of games play. On Saturday i busy with migrating data between my mobile disk&a extended hard disk on legend home pc. on Sunday i rebuilt a clean os from backup with new patched&updates, then backup again, till baby&his mom dined out with her sister-in-law’s family and returned. baby quite enjoyed our gaming time, laugh&scream a lot. the sunshine in the 2 days extra bright, baby’s mom, emakingir, even complained stingy. in Saturday night, we three join a party hosted by baby’s music lesson’s school, xiaoyin music school （http://www.xwyy.com）, which is a franchise network all the China mainland. but the party hardly to be interesting. on Sunday night, i sang again in dorm after settled the day creatively, for solitude&absence of my girls. today is Monday, the sunshine still brilliant, so hopeful in my life devotion. i pray God saves my works online, bring closer my new life in new marriage.

10/9/2010

got up earlier. started to blog after made water. in office claimed more short url for family sites with x.co. its bright&a student drum team performing outside for teacher’s day. so nice. read the morning blog: http://www.douban.com/note/90089994/ 
enjoy short url with x.co. dreamed of Japanese.^continued to refine family main blogger blogs, added statistics sidebar, check latest refinement on them. refined chrome settings. read&d/l. claimed family account with x.co, a new shortening url service from godaddy.com, devised some custom url for family sites. baby’s mom visited with her school here the meeting hall of QRRS, brought me ￥100&borrowed my ball pen. sorted portable in the end of work time. bought 2 new ball pen, including a green ink pen after 7pm. sang in dorm for God&solitude till neighbors visited. rest all night without any engagement. lately tried calling sally, found her ditched her old mobile numbers we used when i was in my hometown back to May, 2010. in dawn dreamed of visiting Japan. the hosting family has a son&a daughter. they treated me very well. on a small hill near their house, they likely discussing dividing it. i love the family. there appears more relatives, and likely they shared or abiding my passed dad’s rule. i decided to inherit dad’s arrangement&act accordingly. woke up by urination before 6am. its a golden morning outside.

9/9/2010

dreamed of Ramadan.^last afternoon busy refining all family blogger blogs with new template&google buzz sidebars&footer till 7pm left office. dined out by debt. in dorm restored os on notebook. talked about kid brother’s strange response, which suggests over exhausting or weak stance upon bait or conspire, in the morning with baby’s mom, emakingir. in dawn dreamed of Ramadan in village. i asked for food of Ramadan from an Imam, cheating or not. its a bright morning again. God, saves my work&merging reality of my Royal of China. saves my new family with my beloved girls. 

From grows Son
From grows Son


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7/9/2010

these days collecting games from web brought me so many breathtaking moments that i frequently call title of God to accept my obligations&witness the full of life. every moment when…


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